so my boy is the most amazing boyfriend in the entire world! i love him so much. oh what would i do without him. he got his license today!!! YAY BABY!!! sunday= a year that ive had mine! WOOT! sunday also= 2 month anniversary for me and my baby <3
well anyways...here we go again with the sickness. yay!! stayed home from school today and went to the doctor...apparently i have the same thing i did last time but like about 100 times worse...yay me! so we shall see how everything works out. taking a ton of different meds to get rid of it...blahh no like.
i am now officially a rocket bowler! WOOT! im really excited. we bowl my boys school for our first match. should be an intense one! thanksgiving break is next week. yay finally a break where i dont have to miss any school! awesome sauce. but now i am questioning some things. like i really dont wanna do winter guard anymore i dont have time for that and bowling and to keep my grades up and do college stuff and get sleep to stay somewhat healthy. thats just not physically possible for me. idk what to do. my guard coach will kill me if i tell her i dont wanna do it. i just dont have time for everything and everyone. i still gotta have time for my friends and my boyfriend and with all that i dont think i will...and those 2 things i have 2! oh and of course keeping my grades up. thats really important for me right now 2. whatever! ill make my decision. ill try winter guard for a lil bit and see how it goes but im just saying right now...my grades are gonna go down. right now bowling is more important than winter guard...its also a lot less stressful. idk...ohh well. ive talked to a few people and they said to go for bowling and not winter guard.

I HATE BEING SICK!